Some days just feel like there is no way around my feelings but through them. These days are excruciatingly hard. They are days when I'm simply putting one foot in front of the other. Today was one of those days.
It seemed as if my sweet boy felt these same feelings too, as he had a hard day too. I cannot even begin to imagine what he is feeling, the feelings of fear and worries as he figures out his new.
For me, today there was no way around my grief.
There was no way around my exhaustion.
There was no way around my fears.
There was no way around my worries of the unknown.
There was no way around trying to figure out "what" we should do with our new.
There was so way around feeling like my heart could explode at any moment.
The thing is I so love this jewel, he so has my heart.
These pictures were not taken today but I thought I would post them as they are a brilliant reminder to me of the WHAT Jesus has called Sam and I to. Our good good Father has entrusted us with this sacred gift, giving us this amazing jewel and I will do whatever it takes for this jewel as he is so worth it. I will do whatever my Father asks me to.
And on hard days like today I will keep putting one foot in front of the other, knowing my Father can handle ALL of my feelings, knowing He is not surprised by any of them.
I also know that tomorrow is a brand new day which brings me hope. My prayer being that my Jesus would renew both Jax and my strength and courage
❤️ Maria
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